{"id":5553,"date":"2020-10-09T09:00:26","date_gmt":"2020-10-09T14:00:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/brackety-ack.com\/?p=5553"},"modified":"2020-10-09T09:00:26","modified_gmt":"2020-10-09T14:00:26","slug":"the-journal-of-a-working-boy-or-up-from-sloth","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brackety-ack.com\/?p=5553","title":{"rendered":"The Journal of a Working Boy, Or, Up from Sloth"},"content":{"rendered":"

Written by Jasey Roberts<\/em><\/p>\n

About a month ago, I wrote an article about how my job as a grocery store clerk gives people free rein to annoy me, or sometimes just hurt my widdle feelings. Bizarre characters came into (and still come in) my store, and over time I\u2019ve learned to watch and document them for further entry. I present a sequel of sorts to the original article. Partially because it was fun to write, partially because I have more anecdotes where that came from, and also partially because I received a compliment. Validation don\u2019t come cheap, friends.<\/span><\/p>\n

Our first customer is a man who is possibly the scariest pers on I\u2019ve ever met. I do not know his name, but from what I\u2019ve heard from management we\u2019ve supposedly had issues with him in the past. He was somehow both skinny and absolutely jacked. He had a shaved head and tattoos all down his neck and arms. He had these black, serpentine eyes that were both mesmerizing and gutturally terrifying – just like an Ari Aster movie. When he opened his mouth to speak to me, I saw that his teeth appeared to be filed down to look like fangs. As I write this, I realize that someone like this sounds really goofy, but try to imagine having this interaction with him:<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAre you kidding me?\u201d He slams his palm on the register to get my attention.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWhat?\u201d I ask him.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cKeep your eyes to yourself,\u201d he says, slamming the counter again.<\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s only then that I realize that he has a girlfriend, looking equally as cracked out, lingering at the edge of my counter. Had I been looking in her direction?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cIs there something wrong, sir?\u201d I ask as he jams his card into the reader.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

He only looks at me, shaking his head and licking his teeth. \u201cThat\u2019s a big mistake you just made,\u201d he says, leaning over to look at my name badge, \u201cJasey.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Right? Can you blame me for losing the badge after that? For suddenly finding myself in the possession of pepper spray that I now keep in my pocket at all times? For turning my lane\u2019s light off and going to the bathroom every time I see Sharkboy waltz in?<\/span><\/p>\n

I\u2019ll follow up with a happier one. There was an older lady who came into the store last Sunday, around the time the President was getting discharged from the hospital. She looked at me for a long time while as I rang up her items, and then offered, softly, like it was something she\u2019s been meaning to tell someone she\u2019s known for a long time, \u201cI\u2019m sorry you have to grow up in this world.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

And I\u2019m a jerk, right? So I think: <\/span>Great<\/span><\/i>. <\/span>Here\u2019s another penitent boomer. She\u2019s going to blame forest fires, social inequality, and diabetics who can\u2019t get insulin on Trump, actively choosing to believe that it has nothing to do with her generation, nothing to do with the establishment that allowed Trump to get where he is in the first place, the same establishment that made an 87-year-old woman with cancer the only thing between women\u2019s reproductive rights and fascism. It\u2019s always only going to be the big bad Cheeto man, and once we get rid of him, everything will be back to normal. There\u2019s nothing systematic or troubling to worry about here.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

But she doesn\u2019t say any of that stuff. Instead, she just looked at me and said, \u201cWe should live our lives as much as we can, in awareness of each other. treat people with kindness as frequently as possible, live and love and, most importantly, try to understand.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

I was kind of caught off guard. I was already in my intellectual fighting stance, ready to rattle off police brutality, environmental, and mental health statistics to make her seem dumb and make me seem smart.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Then she said, \u201cLiving isn\u2019t easy in any time. But things seem to be especially hard now. Any time that you have a scary or upsetting or repulsive thought just look around. Look at where you are. There are, what, like 8 billion people on this planet -\u201d she said, gesturing to the front window of the store to the parked cars, \u201c- and this is where you are.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I had, instinctively, turned around to look at whatever she\u2019d been gesturing to. Looking, but not really seeing anything. I was looking for what felt like a long time.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

She leaned over and grabbed the receipt that I was supposed to hand to her, \u201cHave a nice day!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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